I'm experiencing a peculiar phenomena which is quite disturbing.
Since I started the Silva Ultramind programme and EFT e-tapping with Brad Yates to remove once and for all that last emotional monster in my closet - to be discussed in detail when I'm finished.
Strange women are being aggressive towards me and ladies of a certain age are giving me strange looks.
For instance, a woman I've known casually for a few years and whom I admire a lot gave me the cold shoulder recently. At the time, I assumed she'd had a bad day.
Then one day she tried crossing the street to avoid me; I only realized this after the fact and it's then I understood her unwelcome demeanor. Others have almost knocked me off the pavement or have been impolite to me in stores. It finally dawned on me that something was up and I'd better figure it out fast.
I realized that I am exuding my life-changing decision to drop the final barrier, be who I am and let love into my life. I am ready for a mate. My aura precedes me and it disturbs women who are not on the same vibrational wavelength as I. They react negatively. And you know what, I'm sure they don't even know why they're reacting that way.
I've got to tell you my change story.
First of all, know that your dreams are your guide. They will always steer you right and give you a heads up on what you're hiding from yourself whether you want to know or not.
I dream of the past, present and future and always have. Sometimes I understand it right away, other times it takes some figuring out and sometimes I just give up and tell the universe to send me a clearer message.
For the past three years I've been dreaming of a man coming into my life, falling in love, torrid sex, wedding ring, the works... He's been pretty consistent all this time, so late last year I thought maybe I should start paying attention as it's all in line with working on myself.
This year 2009, I focussed even more on this prospective mate and decided that I want this man, whoever he is. I am ready, I think - heart beating in trepidation yet scared and excited at the prospect.
Although, since I left my gym last May and began my self-sabotage last September by not exercising at home anymore, the body I discovered in my thirties is going downhill really fast.
But, despite my jiggly butt and legs which now need serious help and are spanx'd to the max, I love my body more now than that I ever have in my entire life.
This is what delving deep into the dark recesses of my psyche got me; a brand new day, scary yet exciting because it's all so new and different. And you know, it's all about change or die.
For instance, a woman I've known casually for a few years and whom I admire a lot gave me the cold shoulder recently. At the time, I assumed she'd had a bad day.
Then one day she tried crossing the street to avoid me; I only realized this after the fact and it's then I understood her unwelcome demeanor. Others have almost knocked me off the pavement or have been impolite to me in stores. It finally dawned on me that something was up and I'd better figure it out fast.
I realized that I am exuding my life-changing decision to drop the final barrier, be who I am and let love into my life. I am ready for a mate. My aura precedes me and it disturbs women who are not on the same vibrational wavelength as I. They react negatively. And you know what, I'm sure they don't even know why they're reacting that way.
I've got to tell you my change story.
First of all, know that your dreams are your guide. They will always steer you right and give you a heads up on what you're hiding from yourself whether you want to know or not.
I dream of the past, present and future and always have. Sometimes I understand it right away, other times it takes some figuring out and sometimes I just give up and tell the universe to send me a clearer message.
For the past three years I've been dreaming of a man coming into my life, falling in love, torrid sex, wedding ring, the works... He's been pretty consistent all this time, so late last year I thought maybe I should start paying attention as it's all in line with working on myself.
This year 2009, I focussed even more on this prospective mate and decided that I want this man, whoever he is. I am ready, I think - heart beating in trepidation yet scared and excited at the prospect.
Although, since I left my gym last May and began my self-sabotage last September by not exercising at home anymore, the body I discovered in my thirties is going downhill really fast.
But, despite my jiggly butt and legs which now need serious help and are spanx'd to the max, I love my body more now than that I ever have in my entire life.
This is what delving deep into the dark recesses of my psyche got me; a brand new day, scary yet exciting because it's all so new and different. And you know, it's all about change or die.
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